so mad at myself for not caring about my grades sooner. i’m the only one to blame..on top of that, i make the worst decisions and they’re all taking their toll. the fact that i’ve disappointed everyone, including my boyfriend to the point where he won’t even talk to me..makes it so hard. better yet i don’t even know which high school i’ll be attending for the rest of my junior year plus senior year..i can’t even think about college. i just wish i could get the encouragement i need rather than a shitty text about how much of a failure i am. givin’ up.
